sorry but i just need an outlet for me to type/ rant stuffs that are running thru my head right. feel free to skip this post cause i have no idea how its gonna be like or how its gonna end. just gonna type whatever that pops into my head.
k, random but i suddenly had a vision of me being alone and old. kinda freaked me out. i think this is how people starting emoing. like u stone then this random NEGATIVE / SAD thought just hits u and u starting brooding over it like crazy.
haiz. but the reason why im emoing isnt because of that dumb vision la. i think im justing too insecure about certain stuffs. >.<
which is why I WILL COME UP WITH A CURE FOR EMO-NESS cause i cant stand emoing, so tiring.
not to mention, i wanna cure the common cold. :) but my mum reckons that ill literally die studying medicine. (i havent thought of what i wanna do in the future yet tho.)
zzz. k change topic, schoolfrens rock but schoolwork sucks. sitting in the front of the class isnt in the least helping me pay attention during lessons. but thank goodness there's PE. kerryn i know u loathe PE. but i think PE is the only time i get to have real real real fun. my PE teacher rocks!!! WOOTS.
k i think im transiting from emo to being a little bit high.
k my itunes is sorta on shuffle and now is playing avril lavignes's who knows. kinda like funny cause ernie and i were mentioning that we both are poor little souls who are living just to get the days go by. and like the song says "there's something more, life's worth livin for". i guess im still trying to find my calling in life.
i have this urge to end off with a meaningful poem or something but my ang-moh sucks. haha, i felt like googling the poem but too lazy. sorry to be ending so abruptly like this but whatever la. ben xiao jie super sleepy. emo and sleepy dun mix well, so i'd better just go sleep before i get cranky/ unhealthily high.
GOD LOVES US :D
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